I'm still kind of in shock about it. I still feel like a failure and a disappointment.
Feeling so relieved that it's finally over and I don't have to keep making myself do this thing I hate and makes my head worse is, well, a relief. But it's a source of guilt too. It's supposed to be a bad thing to get fired. To not be working, to not be a productive, wage-earning member of society. It is, sort of. But I am tired. I would like to rest.
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