Kaninchen ZERO (kaninchenzero) wrote,
Kaninchen ZERO


It's done. I've given back everything that belonged to the company I used to work at. Desktop box, monitor, cables, virtual private network authenticator device, mechanical key, electronic key, ID badge, lanyard. Fortunately I didn't have to give it to anyone I actually knew and the risk of running into them was low; they're in a different building from human resources.

I'm still kind of in shock about it. I still feel like a failure and a disappointment.

Feeling so relieved that it's finally over and I don't have to keep making myself do this thing I hate and makes my head worse is, well, a relief. But it's a source of guilt too. It's supposed to be a bad thing to get fired. To not be working, to not be a productive, wage-earning member of society. It is, sort of. But I am tired. I would like to rest.

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